I’m almost 200lbs people tell me it’s really not much but I see it differently I look at the mirror with pure hatred of my body and all my features. I see women of all shapes and sizes and they are beautiful but I can’t look at myself without hatred. It’s hard when all you see on your boyfriends social media are asses and half naked girls and and being in a go where there are always half naked girls... he knows I’m insecure but he doesn’t know it’s super bad. I don’t want my body no more!!! All it does is make me hate myself