MMC at 12 weeks in September and now BFP

I wanted to share my experience in case anyone needed a bit of hope in the darkness.

I was due in April of this year. I would be over 25 weeks by now. I went in for my 12 week US appt to only find that my little bean had stopped growing at 8.5 weeks. It took us a year to get pregnant because of my irregular cycles. I had to have an emergency D&C that next morning. I even had my announcement all done and ready to go out that day.

Well, after that.. things were tough. A few best friends, both my sister in laws and everyone I knew.. including someone who isn’t even with the dad and it was a one time mistake.. was pregnant. I didn’t get my cycle back until I took progesterone to kickstart it a few weeks ago. 13 weeks it took to get a period. I was still having a faint positive test up until my period too. For some reason, my body always has an elevated hcg.

Well, one round of clomid and one day of BD when I got my peak and BAM. We are expecting our rainbow.

I’m so happy. It doesn’t feel real. Only 12 DPO..and not many symptoms, but I am freaking optimistic. That’s all we can be. Of course, thoughts of the MMC rush into my mind, but I realize that will not do any good. I am trying to live in the now. And right now I am pregnant.

Keep the faith ladies, pray lots and track your ovulation. If it can happen to me this quick.. I have faith it will happen for you very soon.

Baby dust! And just know.. you are NOT alone.