Guys please dont get upset with me...

But I'm 10 dpo today. Tested yesterday and today and got bfns. I'm sitting at my desk crying as I see my OB patients because I work for an obgyn. I had a miscarriage in October. I know it's too soon to say I'm out this cycle, but my hopes are so high. I was so confident that we would become pregnant this cycle. But my emotions are getting the best of me. I need some encouragement guys, please. My heart hurts. We just really want to expand our family more than anything.