I was raped twice... the most recent assault happened in 2016, it’s been a little over 2 years but I find myself in almost every relationship bringing it up because those experiences change my life and myself. My most recent ex said I needed to move on from those situations which he is insensitive because rape is something hard to move on and it’s not like I would talk about it often with him it’s just one of my biggest fears and I pray it never happens again. Which since then someone attempted to rape me in 2018 but I was able to fight them off. That occurrence sent me into a depression. Idk how to “move on” or to stop being fearful but it’s hard. Is anyone else struggling with this too? If so please respond because I feel like no one understands me.