real deal

i have a friend that i've known for about a year, and last year we got really close. this is someone who you would consider a f-boy and i would too but that's not the point atm.

last year i was always with him, we had health together but we had assigned seats, so that didn't matter because i was always by my best friend who sat next to him. when we got close we had a thing called "Slap Ass Friday" omg middle school memories. he always got me but i always got him in his boy area😂 he did the same thing, but it was all for jokes. i ended up liking him and stuff, but i think it was mutual because we were always holding hands and he did the fire truck thing to me.

now we're mature high school students, he dated this girl i know, for his new years resolution he said he was done trying with relationships, but i still like him. i had thoughts about being with him and trying to make him happy and everything, but i honestly don't know what to do. i want to be with him but at the same time i want to be with this kid in my math class...

my love life is complicated. so i need a girl talk for what to do and how to handle these type of situations in the future.

feel free to send me a message privately or something, i really need it.