Just hit me...

That I'm really, actually having a baby!!! Ahhh!!!! I've got around 6 months to get everything in order and I'm now freaking out about money for the future, shuffling kids all over (this is #4) having to eventually go back to work which I already know I don't want to do because this WILL BE THE LAST! Lol I want to be able to enjoy every minute of it without feeling rushed to get back to work. (kind of throwing a tantrum lol) however I also don't want to place that financial burden all on my hubby... 6 months seems like and eternity but then at the same time seems like it'll be here tomorrow...