I hate my life. I have been alive for 30 years and my life has been full of nothing but let downs disappointments and heart ache.. i keep trying to think back to what i could have done so wrong to have been given this life.. and now on top of everything else i am full of anxiety and depression... I literally have no one who loves me for me. Why won’t anybody love me the way i am. I don’t understand what i did so wrong. I guess i just need to learn how to be alone cause people have done nothing but let me down time and time again. Maybe i am just one of those people who don’t deserve to be with other people. Who knows but on the plus side everyday i wake up i one day closer to death..