Scared of GD causing MH spiral TW

Mariah

So I just had my 1 hour glucose test today. I’m terrified that I’m going to fail and then fail the next one as well. But not for the usual reasons.

TRIGGER WARNING DEPRESSION, SH

I’m scared that if I wind up needing finger pricks and insulin that it will trigger self harm thoughts. I’m 13 months clean from all self harm but I struggled with it for more than a decade. Idk. Just having a lot of obsessive worries about it.