I’m 12 weeks pregnant and I have mixed emotions about having this baby I have an abortion scheduled and I don’t know if I should. Thus is my second child but not with the same person as my first child. I don’t want to be with my ex that I’m pregnant by and I just feel so lost and it’s so hard for me to think what I want to do. Some days I like being pregnant and some days I don’t even want anything to do with being pregnant....... I need some advise please