I feel like a horrible mom😣

The reason why i feel like a horrible mom is because im still struggling with gender disappointment... i have 2 beautiful and smart girls (one will be 3 this March and my other will be 1 at the end of January). I was hoping this baby that's due in March was a boy so we could be done. But it's a girl. Please don't get me wrong i love this baby just as much as my other 2 girls. I just feel horrible for hoping and praying this baby somehow comes a boy.. i literally feel like the worst person in the world...