Ohhhhh, singleness

Okay girls, I'm gonna make this short and I'm gonna make this sweet.

Y'all I'm so single.

Like to the point I get so upset sometimes over the fact I;

1) Don't know any boys,

2) Find apps like Tinder repulsive,

3) Can only really date with someone I have a connection with (vulnerability on my part),

4) and have a past that means by almost 18 I'm single, kiss-less, a virgin and can't even seem to masturbate without feeling yuck.

Apart from this being a rant, I would genuinely appreciate advice from anyone and E V E R Y O N E on how the hell y'all got so many loving men in your lives.

If it means anything to anyone (if you know you know), I have an Aries sun n Pisces moon. Aka I'm very guarded at first, have a way of competing to stay on top, but am also fragile to a fault.

How would y'all approach dating?

Any tips, stories... any evidence that anyone has found mr right. Or even what kind of man you think I would get on with. I'm just starting out my journey but I feel so lost !!! And my mum (bless her) is a Leo with so much self confidence she just doesn't get it.

Sorry for the long post...