I am at freaking limit... if it’s not one thing it’s something else.. this house is literally falling apart and i am done I cannot stay here anymore.. I cannot live like this.. i gotta gtfo outta here.. but of course I can’t just pack up and move cause I don’t have the funds but dammit i got to get outta here I cannot take it anymore.. i am so frustrated.. ugh.. I just want to throw everything away sell it keep the money and start over.. i should be happy coming home and i never am.. i gotta gtfo... i am having a complete meltdown right now.. ugh!! Life is a very very cruel monster