Sex snd OCD/anxiety?

I have a whole list of mental health concerns but the main ones that seem to affect my sex life have been OCD and anxiety.

Today for the first time since we've been married I let my husband finish inside me without a condom. He wasn't able to feel much with the condom on and I can see that if it's anything like a bandage on a finger tip. He hasn't been able to finish since we got married. He's actually been so sweet and understanding and said his finishing wasn't more important than my anxiety over pregnancy. But.... It is very important to me that he gets what he needs to. So I figured I am on birth control and have been for six years and it should be ok....

Right?

Now my anxiety is really beating me up. I don't want him not to finish but I also am terrified of getting pregnant right now. It is the absolute last thing I want at the moment.

Any of you have the same concerns? Do you all think I'm pretty safe with just BC right now?

Also... I took my last pill last night and have placebos for this week. Even before my period starts I assume no sex without a condom right? And when after starting back on the hormone pills can we start having sex without condoms again? Thank you all!