Day 2

So this is the second day that my SO have left me (17 weeks pregnant) and our 3 children. Had a few melt downs and our daughter really got it hard after she asked to talk to him and he told me "no not right now" she read the word no and was crying for an hour, he still didn't let me know when she could. Then our sons were playing around and one got a knee in the mouth and he had asked if his dad could take him to go get it looked at (it looks painful) so I let him watch me text as I read out what I was typing and the response was "I'm no where there" so fast thinking as I did as none of the people whi said that if I need them let them know and no one out of 8 people were available. So I got my boy to rinse his mouth out with warm salt water and making a trip up to see the doctor in the am after we get his sister on the bus. Then if he can go back to school have to walk out there and drop him off and walk out to go get my electricity bill so I can figure out olhow to pay it before I get my keys to our new home. Then I gotta make it back in enough time to give my SO his belongings as they will be sitting outside for him. I can never trust that man ever again. He threatened me with cps and the police all over a stupid TV. He had made sure that my kids will be in a broken home.

They kinda understand that sometimes mom's and dad's don't always live together and still love eachother. I mean I do love him he has given me 4 beautiful kids out of the whole 6 years and 9 1/2 months we have been together.

I just wish he would of wanted to fix him instead of video games all the time.

I am strong and I will get through this.

I will be 20 weeks when moving day comes and I'm just not sure what the heck I'm going to pull it off. Thankfully i don't have much stuff but somethings are still heavy.

My new landlord offered me boxes and some time with her truck to take things over..