I am purely in love with a fictional character and it’s taking over my life.

I know it’s probably just an obsession but every time I watch the show he’s on, I sigh. Every time he comes onto the screen I literally gasp for breath. I think about him 24/7 and it’s not right. I have a bottle of aftershave and I’ve pinpointed it as his smell because it’s exactly what I would imagine him to smell like.

He’s so alpha and powerful and my god, he is gorgeous. (Although I’ve heard some people say that he’s ugly).

I cannot get him out of my head and deep inside I feel so sad because I know he’s fictional.

I am under eighteen, and I’ve never had any relationships. People just aren’t interested in me, I guess.

I think I imagine him to be like a best friend who I am also in love with. And it kills me that he’s not real.

(It’s Thomas Shelby)