rant/ advice

Bailey

i have mental breakdowns just bc i’m sad and that’s a problem. the other night i was in the shower and just started crying. i am 13 and i’m going to high school the August. i have friends that are going to the same high school as me but they are in 7th grade rn. i’d have to wait a year. i’m not that big of a social person so i’m scared to find friends in high school. also my basketball season just ended and we merged with a different school for sports. i’ve met amazing people from sports like this one girl. i love being friends with her but since basketball is over i don’t rly see her. she plays volleyball too and we are merging with them for that along with track and she’ll be there for that but she doesn’t go to my school so that’s the only time i get to see her. thing at school aren’t great. i hate my school and a lot of the people in it. the school we merged with for sports was my old school like five years ago. i wish i never left that school. i miss that school. so i’m excited for high school and i graduate in five months. but that’s so long. and like i said i’m scared for high school. is there anyone i could talk to. i know i wouldn’t know you but there’s nobody in my life that i can talk to about this and i’m very overwhelmed with emotions. i’ve been very sad lately and that’s just not me. if you have any advice or could be there for me to talk to i’d appreciate it comment down below. thank you so much ♥️