My whole winter break sucked. I've been having breaks downs because of this one toxic person I had in my life. I finally cut him off but lately I feel like I'm ugly like no guy wants me for me. Lately I can't sleep, my acne got worse, body is sore, and top all of that I have to worry about my college apps. I don't want to deal with this is anymore. I miss my old self when I was happy I really didn't care what people think of me and now I'm just like why am I doing this to myself.