Boyfriend Kissed another girl...

Desirae

I’ve been with my boyfriend for over a year. We’ve been through so many things together between his battles and mine. He went to my senior prom with me and was there for both of my graduations(I went to a tech school). I’m 18 and he’s 19. New Year’s <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> we got into a fight because he was supposed to come over but his friend invited only him to his house and I got mad about it. So then one thing led to another and he broke up with me. We currently still talk to eachother. The Friday after New Years I went to his house to drop his stuff off that was at my place. He was clearly upset and so was I. I tried to talk things out to see what the issue was because I didn’t understand. We just spent Christmas together with out families and all was well. He kept saying he needed time to figure things out and that I did nothing wrong and that I was perfect. When I got home he texted me and said “I’m sorry I couldn’t say it to your face but you deserve to know the truth. I kissed a girl while we were still together”. The Friday before new years he must have went to a party he drank a case of beer and idk what went from there but I guess he kissed another girl. I don’t mind him going to parties but he’s always lied about it and his friends always pressured him into going. I said I would even go with him. He dosent even know who this girl is, what she looks like, and his friends don’t know either. Im upset it happened but I’m more mad at his friends who should have been looking out for him. Idk what to do. Usually I figure things out on my own but I like to ask for help. Every part of me still loves him and I hope this is a wake up call for him and he starts to grow up. We both agreed we need a break from eachother to figure things out. But I go over again to his house this Friday to give him a movie he left here and idk what to say to him. I guess what I’m asking is am I stupid for still wanting to be with him? He was crying when I called him after he told me about the girl so I know he was guilty. We’re both young and I know well make mistakes. But if we do get back together we need a long talk first.