I don't know what to do 😢

I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years now and we are going for a 3rd one. I live in Belgium and he lives in Boston, USA. The 1st year I was the one going there when I had a break from college, but things happened and now he is the one who has to come on Belgium to see me. During Christmas break he was here in Belgium and we had a fight.

My situation is that I can't travel anywhere since September 2017cause I'm in the middle of asking my Belgian citizenship, so i have no passport whatsoever. And when I told him that I have to wait till everything is settled he was okay with it. But 2 days ago, before he went back to Boston, he told me that maybe I could have done something, that it wasn't fair that he was always the one coming to see me and have to pay plane tickets and all.

It is not that I don't want to see him, I literally can't go there and see him. And I don't know, it now makes me feel guilty.

Am I in the wrong? Is he in the wrong ?

I don't know what to do...