Porn during marriage!

I know I’ll get some hate on this post, I honestly don’t care! 🤷🏼‍♀️

I know this topic gets brought up a lot. But, how do you feel about it being brought into your marriage?

I just walked in on my husband watching porn when he said he was going upstairs to take a “nap”. I’m so hurt over this. I feel so unworthy, unattractive, you name it I’m feeling it. I just mentioned earlier about having sex when the kids go to bed, now this. I’m 6 months pregnant so I already feel disgusted with myself. I’m so hurt. I’m tired of it. Why does porn have to fucking exist?! He knows it hurts me. We’ve talked this over and over. He swore to me it would never happen again. The messed up part is, his phone was down stairs, our little boy was on YouTube. Wanna know what’s messed up more?! He bought a cheapie phone to keep up his ass to watch it. I’m seriously so broken. I know divorce is a crazy thing to do over this but, I can’t take it anymore. 😔 (Not being racist) though, I feel like typing big black dick on my phone and hoping to god he finds it.

What would you ladies do?