Someone to talk to 😪

Hi, this may seem weird to some people but I have no one to talk to. I have a boyfriend but he doesn’t really get me. I don’t have any friends either so I just bottle all of my feelings up. I can feel myself turning into someone I don’t want to be. I stay at home 90% of the time. I just need someone to vent to, I’m really depressed and I have no where to turn... I wish I really did. How do I shake off this depression ? I really don’t want to live like this anymore 😔