Anyone else have absolutely ridiculously horrendous stretch marks ?

I know there's nothing I can do to prevent them. It's really emotionally hard for me to wake up every morning and see a physical difference in how many, how dark and how deep they got just in 8 hours of sleeping. I'm just praying that my religious use of oils and butters will help them go away after baby because it seriously looks like I have been mauled by a tiger. Some have even bled and I'm worried about those becoming scars. I've had streagch marks since I was about 12 so it's not like I'm not used to having a couple , but this, THIS , is horrific. Before getting pregnant I had gotten on a health kick and I was losing weight and gaining muscle and confidence and was just to the point of showing off my tummy , in June when I found out. I'm so bummed I have to start all over as it is but idk what I'm gonna do if they don't at least fade back to what I had . They're so bad you guys that I can't even bring myself to post the picture of them 😔