Possible miscarriage

Tajah

About 20 minutes ago I woke up and went to the bathroom just like any other time. I pulled my pants down it’s a lil amount of blood there it was pinkish and brown. It’s not heavy or anything... but this is exactly how my last miscarriage started it was lil to nothing at first then over the days the cramps started and the blood flow got heavier started passing clots and everything. I was just hoping that this time would’ve been different I was really praying so hard for my baby. Now I’m to the point where I don’t even want to try again or have any kids. Ik it may sound selfish to my partner but I don’t think I can keep going thru this.🥺😩