I was 6 weeks pregnant today. I had spotting a couple days ago which resulted in a severe amount of bleeding pouring out of me. An ER visit. And several blood draws.

Nurses hesitated to tell me reality.

I could see it in everyone’s eyes as they all turned red and eye contact was hard to break.

Well I lost my baby.

I’m 24 years old.

I have a 3 year old with a man that physically abused me and finally got to have a baby with a man that truly loved me. And I lost it. I literally never knew this could happen to me. It never crossed my mind.

I have no idea how to feel or what to do. It’s pretty painful physically and the bleeding is exhausting.

My heart goes out to anyone else that’s ever gone through this. It’s pretty heart trenching.