Anxious...

So, im incredibly grateful to be pregnant again and am trying to enjoy every minute... Because deep down im terrified the same thing that happened with my miscarriage in may will happen again now..

I am 7w 3ds... I am officially past the time in my last pregnancy where i started spotting.

And although i still get worried about wiping.. And the possibility of seeing blood... I can't shake this feeling of dread and anxiety.

My scan isnt until next friday where ill be 8w 6ds... And i keep worrying maybe my baby isnt growing the way its suppose to, or it won't have a hb... And ill be ruined all over again. Anyone have any advice to ease my nervousness for the scan?