I’m honestly having the hardest time trying to get past the feeling of having one more baby so #3. We have 2 girls now and I honestly don’t care if we have another girl or if it was a boy that would be great too. I find myself sobbing when putting clothes away and taking bigger ones out. My first pregnancy was great minus the 12 weeks of all day morning sickness and losing 10lbs. My second I seemed to have it all and then on top of it a toddler that’s very busy. Then my postpartum sucked...retained products which I’ve read is more likely to happen again than not and then my bp that shot up and I’m scared to start a pregnancy on BP meds. I’m only 29 and I feel like I have one more left but , I don’t want to cause harm to myself or a baby. Aside from that I think it was a lot for my husband to endure too and so he seems pretty confident in is decision to stick with two. Obviously I can’t change his mind nor do I want to...it’s supposed to be a mutual decision and so I feel stuck in this feeling I have. He agreed to wait on the “big snip” until I was ready so I appreciate that. Anyone have any insight? Advice? I just don’t know how to move past it.