So I'm 24 and I've always wanted to be a nurse. I live in Hawaii where I was born and raised and its sooo competivite to get in. My parents have been nothing but supportive, but I feel like I'm letting them down. I've been going to all the classes I need through a community college and all my friends have graduated. I just wish I had the money to have gone to a four yr and get in and out quickly. I was with my boyfriend of 4 yrs but dumped him because he was a tinder cheating loser. It's just like I woke up and I'm not a nurse, living with a roommate off craiglist, working like 3 jobs, going to school. WHERE DID I GO WRONG? I just want to make my parents proud before they get old (my mom was 40 when she had me) I wanted to buy their homes for them and all this bullshit that my moms positivity always made me believe I could. I just feel lost and I know I have great friends and a great family (on a different island) but I still feel like a total loser. I've had to retake a few courses here and there, I know I'll make a great nurse but the longer time goes on the longer i want to put my notice in, toss my shit, pack only what I need and buy a one way ticket someplace and start over and pretty much disappoint myself and everyone I know.