I have the opportunity to get a boyfriend because he is open to it. But, I really don’t like him that way. He’s one of my really good guy friends and I guess since he’s practically the only one I’m close with I feel like I have a chance at a relationship. I’ve never been in one yet... but the worst part is I only like the idea of having a boyfriend. He’s caring, he listens, he’s smart, he’s a good influence in general. But he’s boring. I like the idea of having someone I can hug and hold and create firsts with because I honestly have never done anything with a guy before,I’m 15.. I feel like I should try, just because I need the experience. But I feel bad because I don’t really like him like that.

Should I just not do anything, or should I talk to him about it?