what happened.

I love my boyfriend very much I’m not trying to change it all at but I’m 21 turning 22 this years and my boyfriends 23 and we don’t have any children we live together with his brother, I’ve been with him 5 years, but sometimes I sit here and think about old times when we used to go out all the time, every weekend would be a different party and we would get drunk and have a good times but the past years his very much ‘I don’t like drinking anymore’ but when he does go out he ends up drunk as ever but rarely will it be with me anymore it’s always a last minute choice with his friends and then he wakes up in the morning ‘I feel terrible I’m never doing that again’ I feel like his making himself out to be older than he is and I just feel like sometimes we are still young and would be nice to just go out and make some more memories

Quick note; I’m not even a heavy drinking I rarely drink when we do go out but it’s just nice to go somewhere where people drink to socialise.