Can’t stop crying feel alone like I’m here for everyone to put there problems on and after today just shows that I have been alone forever now didn’t even have any support when I was going thru abuse and cheating kept everything to myself and now that everything is out I’m the bad guy and my kids hate me and my own sister is against me even tho I no that she was one of the females that my ex husband of 12 years cheated on me with and I was also drugged and raped at 14 and she slept with the guy who did it never asked me anything just assumed now I’m living with a lot of hurt that turns nto anger I feel so betrayed on so many levels how much do we take damn shame I’m sure no one will be at my funeral when the time comes looks are deceiving I swear u never no what happens behind closed doors I just want to stop crying