I feel so alone

I’m 21 weeks and I feel so alone. I just found out that I’ll more than likely be giving birth by myself, again, for the second time. I don’t want this anymore, I would have never considered having another child, 9 years after my first, if I had known I’d be doing this one alone too.

I’m just not excited anymore, there’s no joy in being pregnant anymore. I feel like I’m trapped and have become a prisoner in my own body. I hate this so much, I’ve been either crying or sleeping, for days. I don’t think I can do this on my own this time.