The first time since we started trying to conceive someone said we’re having fertility issues. It made me cry. I’m posting here cause other than my husband I don’t want to discuss our fertility issues w any of my friends, parents, sis, parents in law, or sis in

Law in real life. We’re almost done w month 5. I’m pretty sure we’re not pregnant. I tested a couple times. We’ll be sure soon enough.

I’m 37. It’s the first time hearing that that I realized we really have a good chance of never getting pregnant. I feel like a defective woman. We haven’t done fertility tests yet so we don’t know if it’s one of us or both of us or what. But it makes me 😞. And I don’t want to talk about it w pl. I don’t want input from friends and family on what fertility treatments to do and not do nor would I want them to know if we used donor sperm. It’s hard keeping my mouth shut because I don’t have any support but I’m pretty sure it would just make my life worse to tell them. They wouldn’t offer the type of support I wanted.