In need of hope 😥

6 months into TTC, I feel like I’m losing hope.

Before anyone says it : Yes, I know it’s not been that long and that others are in worse situations than me. I know all that, but it doesn’t help me feel better.

Month after month, I grow more confused and disappointed when my period comes (like this week-end) and I fear it will only get worse as time goes by. I’m even angry at myself for being so sad this early on. What am I going to do if this takes years and years? I’m starting to think that there’s something wrong with me, that getting pregnant is an extremely hard thing to do and it will never happen. (I know. Overreacting again but I can’t help how I feel)

My husband and I dream to start a family of our own and now, I feel sad every time I look at baby stuff (before, it would me make me happy because it felt like planning for something that would eventually come). I don’t understand what is going on with me, with my body. I don’t recognize myself.

Any advice to be able to cope with that, even more so if this journey is to take years?

Thank you to have taken the time to read my message...😥