We found out today that the second baby didn’t develop in the sac, so I am officially only carrying one baby.

On one hand I was so happy to see my little bean wiggling around and waving (it looked like he was showing off his little feet and hands for us lol)

On the other hand, I’m heart broken the second baby is gone. I was beginning to get excited about twins, and even though I knew this was a high possibility I think I still got my hopes up.

It’s such a weird mix of emotions. I’m choosing to feel joy that my one baby is alive and healthy, and this loss did not affect him.

(I don’t know if he’s a boy or not I just don’t want to call him “it” lol)