Sorry ladies just venting..

Just so over it, when is it going to be our turn? I'm so sick of feeling nothing but jealousy toward those that are pregnant with healthy babies. So over feeling upset, frustrated and discouraged. So over feeling like we aren't meant to be parents despite us being ready and wanting it more than anything and being prepared. So over feeling hopeless and like we want to give up. So over feeling like it's being rubbed in our faces everyday.. just want our frigging rainbow! After over 3 years is that so much to ask? 😭😭