Ftm feeling some mom guilt today...

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I sleep trained my baby pretty early, and don't get me wrong she does great. But i feel bad for not taking more days to let her fall asleep on me and cuddle. We used to, but ever since the sleep training, she just doesnt want to cuddle unless she is very tired. I feel I'm missing out on my daughter's affection, but I've fought so hard to get the little amount of sleep I do get. Also, i don't get any help from my husband at all so i guess i also sleep trained for personal space. Some "me" time. Experiences?? Kind words?? 💔💔