I DID IT. I finally left my verbally, emotionally, mentally and physically abusive fiancé after 2 years. I threw my ring on the table and told him I’ve had enough. I don’t feel a connection when we have sex anymore simply for the fact that my love for him is fading. I’m tired of the controlling, disrespect and name calling. I’m tired of the way he treats my oldest...like she’s a nuisance. I’m just at my breaking point and finally decided that enough is enough. This is a decision based on the best thing for my girls. Before he came back into my life that started our relationship, I was working full time 3-11, going to school full time and taking care of my daughter all by myself. I miss it so much. I miss being independent and actually having friends who I could do things with. I miss being so extremely close with my family and I’m hoping I’ll be able to get those friends back. I now have 2 babies and it’s gonna be hard, but I’ll be able to get through it...hopefully...