Positivity after ectopic 🙏🏽

Jade • 🤰🏻👶🏻🌈

Trying so hard to stay positive at the minute, and usually I am a positive person. I had an ectopic in July which was treated with 2 shots of Methotrexate. The Dr told me to wait 3 months before ttc again (we had already been trying for over a year when this happened) Anyway we only started trying again this month and got a BFN. That was hard in itself as I feel like everyone is pregnant around me at the minute 💔

I suppose I’m just so worried and scared that the next time I conceive that it will automatically be another Ectopic.

I know the odds are still good but it’s like my mind won’t allow me to accept that.

Has anyone else felt like this? Or has anyone got tips on remaining positive? Has anyone successfully conceived after an ectopic/Methotrexate? Sorry for the essay everyone.... 😣