scared of gaining too much weight 🙁

I’m 35 weeks pregnant (almost 36) and I’ve gained almost 35 pounds. If you count the weight I lost and gained back then I’ve gained almost 45 pounds altogether. I don’t look like I’ve gained much weight but i started at 125 and now I’m almost 160. I’m so scared I’m gonna have a hard time losing the weight and that I’m gonna just keep gaining. I’ve always struggled with my body image and now it’s 1000000x worse than it ever was. This was me before getting pregnant (sorry best pic i have)

This was at 18 weeks pregnant

This is now

And I feel disgusting 😭😭

Has anyone been in a similar situation? I feel like I’m going to be fat forever.