I'm nearly in tears

All I want to do is lay in bed and go to sleep next to my husband, but my acid reflux is so bad that I can't lay down even with tums & pillows propped underneath my head. Now I'm out on the recliner in the living room and baby is kicking all up in my ribs no matter what position I recline in.

My entire pregnancy has not been easy.

I've been nauseous, and thrown up. I've gained way too much weight because I quit smoking and also because stuffing my face is the only thing that takes the nausea away (in the first and third trimester).

My feet are swollen like baloons and they fall asleep if I try to walk too much, which kills me because pre pregnancy all I did was take long walks with my dog. I've got stretch marks in places I didn't think possible, and plenty of them at that.

I am blessed that I have the ability to carry my daughter, but on the other hand... F*%! I hate being pregnant!! I used to think that we would have 3 children, but after this pregnancy, we have agreed that my husband will get a vasectomy after I give birth. 👍

I really needed to vent.