Hate sleeping because I hate dreaming

That a** hole shouldn’t be living a happy life knowing what he did to me when I was just a 12 year old innocent-little girl I saw him recently and he just fucken smiled at me like he did nothing wrong to me my mentally is fucked up, I hate the fact that people tell me oh don’t worry it will get better you will get over it how in the fucken world will someone get over the fact that they were hurt mentally and sexually abused HOW???!! No one in my family understands me and that’s what I hate I never spoke but when I did It was to late to put him behind bars I got depressed to the point I harmed myself people asked my parents why I’m antisocial why I like being alone they said oh it’s just a stage the kids go threw like really I’m giving u a sign to ask me what’s wrong why I’m acting the way I am but now I realize that I was alone and always will be THANK YOU fucken idiot your fault I hate MEN people in general (BULLIED,ABUSED,SEXUALLY ABUSED) cool story huh