So discouraged 😩

I have 4 days until AF is supposed to come. Took a test this morning and BFN. I have had some symptoms such as urgently needing to pee like all the time, an odor to my urine (in the mornings it’s really strong), tender to the touch boobs, breaking out in acne, sick with a weird long-lasting cold, and so tired all the time. I never have any of these symptoms with my period. this would be my first, so are these all normal early pregnancy symptoms that you all have experienced? I am 10dpo today and get so discouraged every BFN I get. What is wrong with me?! 😢 I want this so bad like all you ladies and I feel sometimes like it’ll never happen for me, no matter what symptoms I experience.