Pregnancy hormones hurting my marriage? Help!

The first few days we knew I was pregnant, my husband was super awesome. He cooked me a nice dinner to surprise me when I got home from work one night, he gave me a massage... he was literally husband goals. Then last night I got super moody all of a sudden.

I’m sure it’s pregnancy related. Before I even got a positive test, I was crying at a lot of things and being extremely weepy and emotional... but last night I just got really irritable.

I was acting stupid, honestly. My husband was playing extremely extremely loud music in our apartment (music he knows I don’t like, EDM to be specific) and snapped at me when I told him to turn it down.

I freaked out and told him that he needs to put the partying lifestyle behind him, more specifically, “you’re going to be a f*cking father, don’t walk off on me and go to all of these crazy raves.”

He went bezerk and went as far as to say he doesn’t even want to be a father anymore because I’m acting so crazy. He said based on how I’m acting, he’d leave me if I wasn’t pregnant. I’m so devastated and he’s been ignoring me all day.

I’m so hormonal and I’m crying and crying and crying and he doesn’t care at all. He walks past me and either snickers at me and goes “this is f*cking awful” or rolls his eyes and pretends to shoot him self with his hand (like pretends his gun is a hand). Now he’s getting super drunk and won’t let me get near him.

I’m so scared my pregnancy hormones are going to keep making me snap at him, and i have no idea what to do. Does anyone have any advice for dealing with hormonal outbursts in early pregnancy? I’m terrified he’s going to leave me alone if I don’t find a fix.