Me and my partner have been together a few years and live together.

I’ve been super broody lately but he doesn’t want a child any time soon. I’ve always been very maternal being a mother is literally the one thing I want from life I can’t think of anything more incredible and rewarding. Since I was a little girl I’ve always looked forward to the prospect of having a family.

I don’t want to be on birth control at least not for now I want my body to adjust after coming off the implant and then pill. I freak myself out and don’t want the risks that come with them.

He doesn’t want to wear a condom which is his choice so we use the pull out method. After much research, statistically it’s pretty reliable in preventing pregnancy just not the most reliable birth control out there mainly because it relies on human error and every man is different although most research has shown precum doesn’t contain sperm in certain individuals they came back positive for live sperm.

He said he would be a little happy if it happened anytime soon but would want to wait.

He’s 26, and I’m 21 (22 in a few months). His job pays decent especially because he is only part time. I am part time but have spoken to my employer that I need more hours (we just got a mortgage) and if I don’t get them I will have to leave (the job I like) for a full time position somewhere else so my wage will be rising. We could afford a child, we just wouldn’t be in the best financial situation or the one I would rather be in.

I just can’t help wanting a baby so bad, I literally have dreams about it at least a few times a week.