Me and my fiancé were just talking and I had been looking at one of my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">pregnancy apps</a>. And I told him, “our baby is the size of a poppy seed.” And he tells me that he doesn’t want to sound rude but that until he has solid proof he doesn’t want to get his hopes up. He said he doesn’t want to be ripped apart like last time. Which honestly breaks my heart because it’s the first time he’s actually told me that since the chemical we had in October. We were both crushed. And I am also very cautiously excited this time as well just because I don’t want the same thing to happen. But I obviously can’t just act like it’s not there either. I am right at 4 weeks. And I have had several symptoms starting the last few days. I have hope this time, but he’s the only person I have to talk to about everything and now I feel like maybe I can’t. Idk what to do.