Feeling sad

Natassia • Momof3🦄🦋🦉, 9/2006💜5/2009💚3/2019💙

Okay. My fiance sister was suppose to do my baby shower. I am 33 weeks now. Nothing has been done yet.This is my last pregnancy and I wanted to do some pretty creative keepsake things since it's my last. We can't get in contact with her and I don't know how to feel. I was suppose to take maternity photos but that has gone down the drain and that's how we we're going to announce our baby boy to the world..I'm ready to cry... I'm thinking about just getting all dolled up and taking my own maternity photo or let my daughter take it. I also was gonna do the belly cast?! 3-D images and all for keepsake! Any ideas?! Am I wrong for feeling this way? Also do people have like gatherings once the baby is born if they didn't have a shower like A baby welcoming party or something in that nature with gifts, dinner, special cake and all?! 🤔😪💚💚