My baby boy is just over 3 weeks, I love him with all of my heart. He has a cleft lip and palate and I can't stop thinking about his surgery coming up in March. His smile will never be the same, he will be in pain, it'll be hard for me to see him go for a couple hours for repair. So that's got me upset. Then my SO and I have been in an argument for almost 24 hours now... not really talking to eachother. (Don't wanna get into it, just needing to vent) Now I can't stop thinking we're going to break up. Which sucks because I already have anxiety and depression so my thoughts are running wild. We've been together for 2 years and were enguaged. I really love him but I'm too stubborn to say anything first to him. We both can hold grudges which isn't really good right now. OH!!! And to top it all off, my grandfather has cancer and has an estimated 5- 8 weeks to live. He lives in North Carolina and I live in Florida and I don't have a way to see him.