Abortion question :

Would this be the fetus to the right? I’m having a hard time coping. I don’t know if god will ever forgive me. I’m afraid he won’t let me have a baby in the future. I feel terrible. I was forced to get an abortion, I was in a abusive relationship. I didn’t want to do this. This was 6 months ago but I’m still struggling. I’m really going through it,I feel depressed. *please keep your negative comments to yourself* I’m sorry if this picture is disturbing, I would just like to know if that’s the fetus. BTW: NOT AGAINST ABORTION AT ALL!!