No idea what I’m feeling for

Arianna • Wife, Momma, RN. Ttc baby #2

So I just tried to check my cervix, and I have no idea what I’m even feeling for. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I tried to stick my fingers as far as they would go. All I felt was squishy all around, but my fingertips never met my cervix I don’t think. Obviously I have no idea what I’m doing 😂😂