12 Week Ultrasound

I had my 12 week ultrasound yesterday turns out I was actually 13 weeks 2 days

The tech I had was one I had in my first pregnancy who was horrible to me and commented on my weight, told me not to talk or ask questions etc so as soon as I saw her my anxiety shot through roof.

I’ve had horrible anxiety the whole pregnancy and I’ve not long got over my PPA after having first child, and I’ve had a horrible feeling that something is wrong.

I cried whole scan I was so worried about baby.

Tech wasn’t that reassuring she said she thinks it all seem normal. Active baby and heartbeat. She would not tell me the heartbeat of the baby.

The NT was 2.5 and she said that is in a normal range they look for but I will have to wait for bloods to confirm. I’m so confused right now. I want to be happy and enjoy my pregnancy but I’m so scared.

My anxiety has only got really bad since last week when my OH best friends was due the day after me lost there baby at 12 weeks 1 day.

I’m wondering whether I should get a private scan so I can be reassured and enjoy it, baby even waved at us at soon as they came on screen lol

I just wanna stop worrying urghhh